Obstacles

I remember of reading somewhere about Shah Jahan's hair turned white within a week after the death of his wife, Mumtaz Mahal. (Yeap, Shah Jahan. The Moghul ruler who ordered his people to build Taj Mahal to remember his wife). Is it possible? I mean, your hair from black to white - in just a week?? Mmg gilababsss the effect of kesedihan yang teramat sangat. Sik mok sedih-sedih eh!!

Well,since we're talking about marriage and relationship here, I need to address that sometimes I feel that we shouldn't always dream of the best days only. Be prepared for action! Because challenges may anytime come and go in a relationship. And sometimes we will never get to know the whole truth about something. Because God has a plan for us. Or perhaps God is saving us from more hurt. For if we were to know the "remaining truth", then we will just feel numb and silent forever.

Distance + Time + Other obstacles :

...Always conspire to keep us apart from the one that we love the most.... Many unpleasant things may happen where we need to put our shoulder on the wheels. Face the problem wisely. Don't go for short cuts! Despite of eating my own heart alive, I just need to be more patient. I hope somehow things will get better soon. Coz I know there's a light at the end of the tunnel!

May Allah be with me,

"Wahai Tuhan yang Maha membolak-balikkan hati, kuatkanlah hatiku agar keyakinanku tidak berubah, supaya hambaMu ini sentiasa tabah mengharungi segalanya...Tuhan, engkau kurniakanlah aku, perasaan ada rahmat Mu yang melindungi diriku, agar aku tidak merasa sepi dalam hidup ini...Sesungguhnya yang terbaik itu datang dariMu jua"

Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin.

_God, please help me to walk on this earth if I were destined to walk the journey alone. I can't live this life without her. It's killing me_