Tragic

Last night, I dreamt about her again and keep thinking bout it the whole day. I kept saying to myself, "This is reality" over and over again. (Gosh! Why is it so hard to let it go? God, help me..)

Around 4pm, my old friend called and told me a shocking, unbelievable news of the day. As soon as I picked up the phone, I could hear nothing but an uncomfortable silence. SHE was crying... so I already knew that something really bad happened to her in the first place.I let her cry for a moment. Then the sad conversation begun...

I was stunned and helpless....

- She argued with her ex-boyfriend on her birthday (which is yesterday..)
- He wants her back, and begged to her.(Brought flowers and cards to her mom's house)
- She refused and threw all the flowers and cards away..(never read them at all..)
- Her Ex went back home..alone in the rain.
- On the journey home, he involved in an accident and admitted to ICU.
- He passed away in the morning. Al-Fatihah.
- She never had the chance to say "I'm sorry.."

She never thought that this horrible tragedy would happen. She regretted it so much and hoped that she could turn back the time. She didn't even read what's inside those cards as it was the last messages that her ex wrote to her. Her feelings for him is still there, but she ignored it: Ego & dissatisfaction ruled her heart. Now, there's nothing more to say. It's fated. So, my friend... I hope you'll be strong to face this. You always got me and others to help you. Things happen for a reason. Don't lose this battle because we'll be there for you. I got lost once and I know how it feels. I can't forgive myself if anything bad happen to my loved ones. May Allah bless us all.


"Ya Allah, jika dia memang milikku...
Maka dekatkanlah hatiku dengan hatinya...
Dan jika dia bukan untukku..
Maka tenangkanlah hatiku dengan ketentuanMu...
Kerana aku yakin takdirMu adalah yang terbaik untuknya...
Amin ya Rabbal Alamiin

Selamat Menyambut Maulidur Rasul